Cute guys, cute band, cute music. Great here I go again, going ga-gathis awesomeness band! Stereo Skyline has the cutest songs next to Christofer Drew Ingle. Gah. Speaking of Christofer Drew Ingle, I've fallen in love with him.
Great voice, catchy lyrics, cute face, adorable eyes, what part of him isn't perfect?
Why do I always fall for people who are musically inclined. Take 'Launcelot' for example. Wait, is he musically inclined? He looks like it :3
Anyways, I feel sad and happy at the same time. Is that possible? Gah, I'm having trust issues. Should I trust her or not? She is practically one of my best friends, but she's changed. What the hell should I do?
I don't know what to do. Everything I've come to know and love is going down the toilet. Life seems suckish right now, why cruel world why?! Why are you doing this to me?! Poor me :)
I need NeverShoutNever's Happy. It always makes me happy :D
I really hate my ability to say almost everything in my mind without thinking it through. I hurt people's feelings without knowing it. I wish that I'd think before I act. Why am I feeling so emotional today? Is it time? No.
Gah, damn toot. He made Launcelot ignore me :|
While I ponder on about what is happening to me. I'll leave you with a question.
Why does life make you feel like you're the stupidest person in the world one minute and like you just won the lottery the next?
I really hate that feeling. Right now, I feel like I'm the stupidest person in the world. I hope this gets better.
Poop. I hate Bowling For Soup. They made me go into a Last Song Syndrome (LSS) thingy. No wait, Marielle is at fault once again. Ha-ha. First it was NeverShoutNever's Happy, now it's Bowling For Soup's High School Never Ends. Gah. I took as much quizzes as I can on Facebook in a span of 3 hours. Time flies by when you're having 'fun'.
I heard that Math teachers are not teaching tomorrow, if it's false; I hit you, whoever you are that started this news, in the head. Tomorrow's going to be a good day, I can feel it. School cutting at 2pm for Field Trip Orientation, no math teachers, no practice. Yeah, it's going to be a good Friday for me.
But there's one BIG poop in my week, Saturday. We are going to conduct a Street Sweeping Project in Victoria Homes that day, from 8 in the morning until 1 in the afternoon. We can do this! We're awesome(mainly me). Also we have this Math butt that we call MTAP (Math Teachers Association of the Philippines) where Math teachers teach us, well Advanced Mathematics which we can use for the remainder of our sad, useless lives. Oh so dark.
Argh. Exams are two weeks away and the field trip as well. Cramming time, we haven't finished our project in English Journalism which is where we'll go to the police station and interview them. Also we have our project in History, Values, and Trigonometry. Good thing all of them are by section.
Oooh. Christofer Ingle's the shit. I love his face, voice, music, and ukelele. Yep, I've moved on. I'm a NeverShoutNever now, no more Garrett for me. Though he did look good on Into Your Arms Music Video.
Waaa. Alex's voice seems different than the other albums All Time Low made, is it his voice or their music? Who knows. Still, it made him sound hotter :3.
NOW WHAT?!
I don't know, I think it's time I fall asleep.
Good night skittles (I call my blog skittles, so what?!)
At last, I decided to not be lazy and do this shizz. I'm so happy. It almost made me cry, don't know why :)
This chapter is dedicated to him.
♥Chapter 12♥
Love the Love You Have
‘Can you find me in the midst of a crowd?
Do you dream of me when the lights go down?
Do you breathe me in the smoke from your cigarette?
Do you feel me with every breath?’
I woke up and felt an arm around me. Weird way to wake up. I decided to free myself from mystery man’s arms, to my dismay, I failed. I groaned and accidentally nudged him, I looked up to see if he woke up, and I saw that it was Alex, he was sleeping so peacefully as if I didn’t hurt him. I gazed at his beauty, his eyelashes looked so delicate and he looked so fragile it hurts.
It hurts that I can’t have him.
It hurts that he’s way out of my league.
It hurts that I’m not the girl he wants.
I decided to wake him up, seeing it was ten-thirty. I wanted to wake him up, but my body won’t move. After gathering all my thoughts of him, I shook him awake. To my dismay, it failed. What was he a rock?!
I shook him again. I thought he was going to wake up but once again I failed. He groaned and pulled me closer, as much as I wanted this, I knew it was wrong. I’m not the girl he wants, that was a fact I was sure of. I decided it was time to wake him up, Cassie style. I took a deep breath and shouted right in his ear. That sure did wake him up; he fell to the floor and landed with a thud. He got up and gave me the scariest look I’ve ever seen him give anyone.
“What the hell Cassie?!” He shouted.
“I’m sorry. You wouldn’t wake up.” I whispered, scared for my life.
“I didn’t even feel you nudge me!” He looked really mad. Shit.
“Actually I did, twice” I said a little louder.
“Oh. Still, that was mean” He didn’t look too angry now, in fact he pouted. Bipolar much.
“Sorry” I gave him the cutest puppy look I could muster, he smiled.
“Let’s just go downstairs and eat.” He suggested, I nodded my head in agreement.
As we went downstairs, I could smell freshly squeezed orange juice and pancakes. I guess walking in Alex’s clothes in his house was not a very good idea. When Alex and I entered the kitchen, his parents and his brother Kyle was giving me strange awkward looks. Alex answered their unanswered questions.
“We did not do anything I promise, if you don’t mind me and Cassie would like some breakfast now.” He pulled me to the counter and handed me a plate of pancakes and sat down next to me. We ate in silence as Mr. and Mrs. Knight were keeping themselves busy, Kyle on the other hand began asking me questions like ‘Was he good?’ or ‘You can trust me, what did you guys really do?’ I got irritated with him and Alex’s parents, they were never like this to me. I stood up.
“Look, nothing really happened okay? I was drunk and he let me stay instead of facing the wrath of my mother. Please act normal and Kyle what the hell?! Are you gay or something?” That made them look at Kyle, not at me. Good.
Mrs. Knight walked towards me and gave me a very motherly hug.
“I’m sorry sweetie. We were just taken by surprise I mean, anyone would make that assumption considering you’ve been friends for years now. We are truly sorry.”
Now that was an apology even the devil would forgive. I hugged her back and told her ‘it was okay’
Everyone was back to normal, though Mr. Knight was questioning Kyle’s sexuality. After we finished eating, I decided to change out of Alex’s clothes and head over to Hayley’s place.
I told Alex my plans, which he not so happily agreed seeing as he thought Hayley was a bitch. Can’t blame him, what she did really hurt Alex.
I got dressed in my last night clothes and asked Alex to drive me to my house, he happily agreed.
When I got home I took a quick shower and dressed in purple shorts, a pink and yellow striped shirt, and my favorite pair of chucks; the rainbow colored one.
I drove to Hayley’s place and went inside. I was about to go to her room when Carla, Hayley’s mom interrupted me.
“Cassie dear, can you please wake up my daughter?” She pleaded.
“Why? What’s wrong? Is she okay?” I was frantic.
“Oh she’s fine. She’s just not herself.”
“What do you mean?”
“Never mind, I’ll let you see it for yourself. Go on.” With that she walked away, leaving me puzzled.
I entered Hayley’s room and saw Victoria and her legion of cows.
“What the fuck, Hayley?” I was shocked.
“C-cassie! Let’s talk outside, shall we?” She seemed nervous.
“No. Anything you have to say can be said here.” I planted my feet flat on the floor. I saw Hayley turn to the clones, Victoria nodded her evil little head. Hayley took a deep breath.
“Cassie, I don’t want to hang out with you anymore. I’ve found people who are way cooler than you’ll ever be. I feel stupid for hanging out with a loser like you. You’re so stupid and so annoying with your rich face rubbing all of your rich success on my face. Go burn in hell.”
Her words were said as if it was practiced. I couldn’t help it, tears started to fall. Evil Victoria was smiling her menacing smile.
I slammed the door shut and walked out of the house with Carla calling me to come back but I didn’t listen to her.
I went to the beach and sat down, letting all the emotions bottled up inside come out. Anger. Fear. Confusion.
Anger for Hayley.
Fear for my life after high school.
Confusion for my feelings for Alex.
I felt something fall on my nose, I looked up and saw that it was raining. Instead of standing up and running to my car like a normal person would do, I stayed on my spot letting the rain wash away everything I hated.
Hours passed and I’m still in the spot I’ve been in. I felt arms around my waist, I couldn’t think. Only one person could put me in a trance with one touch, I rested my head on his shoulder.
“What’s wrong?” Alex asked.
“Everything.”
“Why?”
“My life sucks.”
“Why?”
“Hayley became one of them.”
“When?”
“Just this morning, when I came to see her and she told me stuff”
“Like?”
“I was an annoying stupid loser. She said that I should burn in hell”
“You’re not.”
“What if I am?”
“Well you’re not, you’ve got nothing to worry about”
“Alex, don’t leave me.”
“I won’t, never.”
“What about tour? It’s only a week away.”
”You’re going to come right? Of course you are. We’ll be together forever.”
”Promise?”
“I promise”
We locked our pinkies which is our tradition when we’re making promises. He got up and led me to his car before we entered, he called Derek to pick up my car from the beach and bring it to my house.
Alex drove to my house and we decided to watch a movie. We changed into some dry clothes, I let him borrow my dad’s clothes. In the middle of the movie, I felt my eyes dropping.
“You can sleep if you want” He whispered in my ear, making me shiver.
“No. I want to watch it with you” I whined.
“I’ll be here when you wake up. Just go to sleep” He suggested. I didn’t bother fighting back, the urge to sleep was really hard to fight off.
I felt my eyelids close and in an instant I was asleep.
♥♥♥
I woke up to find no one near me. I got off the couch in search of Alex, I saw a note on the counter. It read:
Cassie,
Hey hope you’re awake. I just went out to buy some things for you. I’ll be back as soon as I can. In the mean time, keep yourself busy. I’m pretty sure you can do that.
Alex
As soon as I placed the note back on the counter, the door opened. It was Alex, that was quick.
“Hey.” I waved
“So how did you keep yourself busy?”
“I woke up, read your note, you entered.” I grinned.
“Oh, anyways look what I bought!” He began pulling out a gray bear with a scarf on. It was so cute.
“Aw…for me?” He nodded his perfect head, I grabbed the bear and hugged it. It smelled like him, how?
”I put a bit of my scent on the bear, that way if you feel sad and I’m not there; just hug the bear!” He said it like it was his most brilliant plan ever.
I thanked him with a hug.
He once again proved to me the reasons why I feel this weird feeling I feel when I’m with him.
He’s so sweet and caring. He would go to the ends of the earth as long as you’d feel happy.
I just wish he knew how I feel and he would return those feelings.
Truth is, I think I’m falling for Alexander Caleb Knight.
It's Friday and I'm in love. This is the best day of my life!! I love it!!
Le Epic Fail
I did not see Launcelot's hottness. Damn. I wish I could see that!! Ellie-vator, Kat: I hate you for seeing that oh so wonderful sight.
Ellie: I hate you for hearing his oh so wonderful voice.
Yes, it's friday. Love it.
I wish everyday would be friday :)
Oh and I hate Beethoven for inventing 'Fifth' it's so hard!! Am E Am E Am E Am F7! Grr.
Still, he has great hair so the hair made up for his annoying song.
I'm energized by him.I hate him, his beautiful chocolate brown eyes, his oh so beautiful hair, and his oh so wonderful personality! No wait, maybe not much of the personality but still!! <3
No! I will not think of such things. Those things will lead to false hopes and false hopes lead to EPIC FAIL.
My sorta song for him: When You're Heart Stops Beating - Plus 44
It SORTA fits. And, and!! Can You Find Me - The Summer Set(only the chorus :])
And I will make it through this night alive, alive. Can you find me, In the midst of a crowd, And do you dream of me when the lights go down, And do you breathe me in the smoke from your cigarettes, Do you feel me with every breath?
Argh! I wish he could :)
Argh. Am I going crazy for him? I hope not. I feel like Cassie right now, it's so wrong but you just can't help it.
Why the title? It's all All Time Low's fault. No wait, it's all Marielle's fault. All Time Low is never the one at fault 'cause they're awesome.
See, Marielle and I were walking around the school campus singing 'Break Your Little Heart' from All Time Low's Nothing Personal album thus earning weird and awkward stares from people I know and don't know.
Now what? I don't want to write anything. Oooh! I'm finding a hott guy. If you are one of the gifted ones, leave a comment don't ask why just do it. Anyways, it's been so long dear blog. I missed you, did you miss me? You better say yes or else I'm going to bite you.
Urgh. I hate having writer's block. Great the story is on hold. AGAIN. Damn you writer's block, may you burn in the deep depths of hell!!
So... yeah. Oh yeah! Butt's were everywhere today. My vision was blocked by massive butts. Everywhere I go, there are butts! Butts are taking over the world I tell you! I always knew they were evil beings. That's why Marielle doesn't have a butt, she's already too evil. Ha-ha! Marielle, it's just flat. No crack whatsoever. LOL.
Uh-oh. Tomorrow's Thursday, the most evil day of the week. Mmm. Food. Wait, from Thursdays to food. Doesn't make sense but that's just me. :)
THE TRUTH THAT MIGHT HAVE SCARRED ME FOR LIFE: Kat told me that *toot toot* was my half brother. How?
He dresses like my brother Jorn. He has a belt similar to mine and my brother's. He has a tie similar to my brother's. He has jeans similar to my brother's. He has eyebrows similar to my brother's. Kidding. He has jelly bracelets similar to my brother's. He has drumsticks similar to my brother's.
My Theory: He stole it from my brother. Kat's Conclusion:*toot toot* is my half brother.
I can't believe it. How could he?! We don't even look alike! Still I love his style, it's so emo-ish punk-ish. STILL he cannot be my half brother. Kat, NO!
Moving on, Marielle can do weird things with her body. It was weird and veryawkward.
Happy day ever. Not the best, nothing can beat the scavenger hunt day!
Shit. I'm so exhausted but still mall scavenger hunting was fun. Too bad we weren't able to do the 'how blah blah got out' thing.
I'm having headaches now. I think that's what I get for learning math, talking to Marielle, Kat, and Marxel all day.
Kat, this picture is for you.
'I think pandas are gay. You know why they are endangered? It's because they don't want to have sex." -- Marxel. Thanks for the information.
I'm currently updating Twitter, this blog, and Facebook. Screw friendster. It sucks like ass.
Oh Marielle, I saw the pictures you took. They suck, so blurry. What I texted you is a nicer version of this, this is the less sugar coated one. We have to do it again and we have to finish the list all in one day :)
MOST EMBARRASSING THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME TODAY: I said 'hello' and waved to a cute guy, then I found out it wasn't part of the list we have to do. The guy walked passed me and looked at me like 'do-I-know-this-person?'. So embarrassing. So sad, he was cute!
I didn't get to hold hands with a cute guy (Marxel, you're not one)
SECOND MOST EMBARRASSING THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME:
On the list: We have to ride a shopping cart. I did it.
And it hurt, BAD. I accidentally hit the rack thingy and apparently my so-called fat didn't cushion the blow. That's going to leave a mark.
NOTE TO SELF:Never ever ride a shopping cart on a narrow pathway. Damn it all.
I realized something, alot of embarrassing moments happened to me today. I guess it's what I get for hanging out with Marxel, Marielle, and Kat. I hate you all.
What I tell them often:
MARXEL: I'm not fat, I'm big-boned! MARIELLE: Hott guy!! KAT: Kaaat. What now?
Damn everything. I think I'm going to puke. Gah stupid headaches.
Screw everything in the world. Yes, I feel like hating the world right now for making me have headaches.
Eat me. Marielle, stay out of the bookstore. I swear I'm going to put you on a leash.
Time for rest. Hopefully, I'll be better by tomorrow. I have to see a hott guy that's my age. Yes, I know his name and I'm not telling :)
Woohoo!! Everyone rejoice! Stupid School was cut! Hallelujah!
I hate Thursdays, classes being cut was an answered prayer. No seriously, I prayed. While I was in the CR.
I love this Thursday! ONLY THIS THURSDAY!!
I wish classes are always cut.
I bite you. :D
I really do, you can even ask my friends. It's fun biting people. Haven't tried it? You suck. No wait, you suck Dick! That's right! You do! That's why you should try it. It's fun.
I'm such a good influence aren't I? Just nod your head and say yes okay?!
Can't wait for Saturday, we get to go Mall Scavenger Hunting! Fun! Yes, I'm all about fun.
I iz fun! Oh wait. I iz AWESOME. Much better.
I hate school. :)
They're adding another day for shitty school. Well it's not school but still I'm learning! It's some mathematics session every Saturday in the morning. Goddamn, I have to wake up earlier than I used to on a freaking Saturday! It's illegal, for me anyway.
I had a dream. Me, Kat, Marielle, and Marxel were going to cut that stupid class. How? This is how it goes:
How I got out:
"Mister-Sir-Dude-Sir-Man, may I go to the ladies' room?" I asked as I was fixing my bag.
"And why?" The bald teacher asked with his little mouth that hardly opens.
"It's time." I said in a deep, dark voice like the ones in the movies.
"Fine, but hurry up!" He gave me a pass and I walked out the door. I guess he knew what that meant. Is he going to come to the mall with us?! Ew.
Oooh. Are those skittles. No wait they're bugs! Ew!! Get away evil things! I will not let you take over the world!
SPLAT! Ha! Die bug, die!!
Truth is I'm not really going to the place where us girls pee, I'm going to go to our 'secret meeting spot' and began texting everyone to go to 'the spot'
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!
How Marielle got out:
A few minutes after I got out:
"Sir I feel sick. I think I'm going to throw up!" I covered my mouth and pretended to almost puke.
"Go go! Come back quickly and call your other classmate that had to go to the ladies' room!"
"On it!" I saluted him like a soldier would to a general(I don't know, as long as it's higher than a soldier!)
I peed then got out. Skipping, 'cause that's how I roll. Shyeah.
Oooh a text. it read:
go to 'the spot' and pinch andrew's cheeks for me 'kay?
--MissAwesomeness.
WHERE THE HELL IS THE SPOT?! Oh well, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!
How Kat got out:
"Sir, due to some emergency given to me by 'The Higher One' I was asked to leave this session early" I looked at the bald teacher with a face that said 'I'm-Innocent-I-Tell-You'
"Okay, where are the other two girls?" He asked.
"How should I know? Do I look like I know, 'cause I don't!" I rambled. Nice job.
"Fine. Off you go!" He went back to writing some foreign language at the board.
"That worked?! Cool"
I went to the gazebo and felt my butt vibrate. What the hell?!
Oh. It's a text. It read:
Mission got to the mall on the go! go to 'the spot' oh and bring some food okay? I'm getting a little hungry here!
--Awesomeness.
What?! I don't know where 'the spot' is! Urgh. No food for you.
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!
How Marxel got out:
"Ma'am, I mean Sir, I have to take a crap!" I screamed at his face. He did look like a she, what can I say?
"Hurry up! Call the other girls as well." He sat down.
"Sir, do you expect me, a boy, to go to a girl's bathroom?" I looked at him expectantly.
"...No. Just go!" He shoo'ed me.
"Meh. Fuck you damn bald girl looking teacher." I mumbled.
I got out of that horrid room as I was walking along the hallways, my thigh vibrated. It was a text. It read:
yo the dude with the pinchable baby's butt like cheeks who enjoys pulling my hair and who I enjoy biting. go to 'the spot'
Love you!!! <3
--CoolAwesomenessKid.
What the hell?! Where's 'the spot'?! We never agreed on a spot! Damn her. How can I reply?! I'm poor!!
MY POV:
As I was waiting for them, I felt my stomach grumble and my butt vibrate. Oooh. Massage. Wait It's a Message! Two to be exact!
Kat:
Where is it?
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Marielle:
Where?!?!?!?!?!
Right. Never told them where the spot was. I texted them I was near 'the cow' and to get the boy with baby's butt like cheeks.
Chapter 11 after a long time. Sorry for the wait! Enjoy!
♥CHAPTER 11♥ believe me and don't think twice
I'vegotafeelingyoudon'tcare.
AndeverythingIsay,youcannothear.
Socelebratewehave
'CauseIdon'tthinkIcanstayfortoolong
I woke up thanks to the massive headache I currently have, No; I did not drink last night, as much as I wanted to after what happened. We don’t have school today; teachers thought that we’d be too exhausted to go. There’s only a month until Split Second Eternity will go on the road and a week left until graduation. Things haven’t been too great for me.
I got out of my pajamas and into my favorite pair of black acid washed jeans and a purple tee that says ‘I may be stupid, but what are you?’ and as I slipped on my rainbow-colored high tops, Derek called me and said that he’ll meet us at the mall around one, he had to pick up Jake and Aiden.
As I went out and drove to the mall I couldn’t help but think of last nights events. Was it just a spur of the moment or did feelings I never knew decided to make an appearance? I never thought I’d feel that way when I’m with Alex, I hope things won’t change between us.
I parked my car and went inside IHOP; I saw Alex and Hayley having a serious conversation. I decided to sit near their table and eavesdrop.
“Alex, I don’t think this is working out.”
“What? Why?” I’m pretty sure Alex knew why, he just wanted to hear it.
“I think you’re cheating on me” I choked on the water I was drinking.
“Me cheating on you?!” Hayley was taken aback.
I decided to call the waitress’ attention and order food for me, I had a plate of pancakes and orange juice. As the waitress wrote down my order, I couldn’t help but listen to Hayley and Alex’s conversation once more. I can tell that things will not be pretty.
“Why the hell would you say that Hayley?!” He asked.
“I saw you with Cassie last night.” She tried to think of an excuse.
“Right, and I saw you with Derek earlier that night you saw me. I was comforting her, because of what you two did!” He looked really mad, I’ve never seen him like this before.
“W-what do you mean?” Caught in the act, best friend.
“That’s right! I saw you practically fucking my best friend and your best friend’s boyfriend!”
“Alex, it was not what it looked like!” Oldest excuse in the book.
“What do you mean ‘it’s not what it looked like’ Hayley, I saw you with my own two eyes! Don’t lie to me. How could you?!” I can practically hear him breathing. Hayley stayed silent, ashamed.
“Do you really love me Hayley?” Alex asked a few minutes later.
“Alex, it’s not wha-” Alex cut her off.
“Do you really love me?”
Awkward silence anyone? I don’t think I can finish my pancakes, I lost my appetite. Hayley decided to answer, breaking the silence. Trust me, her answer would shock even the dead.
“…No Alex, I don’t love you.” I heard a chair shuffling, probably Alex walking out.
I put my money on the table and followed Alex, but by the time I found him he was with Derek and the guys. I decided to talk to Derek.
He saw me walk up to him, he smiled. He won’t be smiling when I do this. SLAP! That’s right, I slapped the bastard. ‘Round of applause for Cassie!
“What the fuck Cassie?!” He held his now red cheek.
“That’s what you get for fucking with me.” I was about to walk away but he grabbed my arm.
“What do you mean? Guys leave us alone for a minute.” The guys left, probably heading to the food court to stuff themselves.
“What I mean is, you know how I hate people cheating on me!” I blinked back tear that were threatening to fall, Derek’s face became pale.
“What? Please explain to me what you’re saying Cassie.”
“Derek, I saw you with Hayley last night near the garden.” I crossed my arms.
I heard him mumble an ‘oh shit’. Oh shit alright.
“Derek, why did you do it?”
“I don’t know.” He looked down.
“Did you enjoy it-” he was about to answer but I cut him off “-answer me truthfully Derek”
“…Yes.”
“Then I have no point in being with you anymore. Goodbye.”
As I walked away, I heard Derek shout
“You never really did love me! I can see it in your eyes!”
I stopped for a moment but walked away once more. It was true, I never really did love him. But here I am, crying my eyes out. I saw Alex at the food court, I ran into his arms and let the tears come out. I heard Axel and Aiden talk to Alex, telling them that they’d see him later at the after party, Alex nodded his head and resumed to comforting me.
Alex led me to my car and he decided that I wasn’t in the right mind to drive, he drove us to what I assume was his place.
He led me to a door that had police line tapes all over it, I was pretty sure it was his room. He opened the door and led me to his bed. No, we did not do anything you naughty people. We talked about stuff that wasn’t about Hayley or Derek.
Around six-thirty we both sat up and got ready for the after party.
He drove my car to Victoria’s mansion. I can hear the bass a mile away, as we got nearer the music could be heard. We went inside and we were greeted by the smell of sweat and beer. Just what I need.
As I was getting myself a drink, I bumped into Derek. Oops.
“We need to talk.” He whispered into my ear, I just nodded. He led me outside and began talking.
“Cassie, I know what I did was wrong and I’m sorry. I know saying sorry won’t bring our relationship back, but I really want us to be friends. If that is alright with you. And I-” I interrupted him with a hug.
“I forgive you Der, being friends would be alright.”
“Besides, you’re in love with someone else. I can see it.” He sent me a smile, not an ‘I’m-in-love-with-this-girl’ smile but an ‘I-know-something-you-don’t’ smile. I couldn’t do anything but look down as I felt the heat on my cheeks rise.
“I’ll see you later Cas, enjoy the party.” He walked away, leaving me to think of what to do.
I went back inside and saw a very drunk Hayley flirting with a very sober and annoyed Alex. I grabbed a drink and began chugging it down. I loved the burning feeling it gave me, soon I was on my second cup, then my third.
Soon I lost count of the cups I had taken, I went to the dance floor and danced until I got exhausted. I felt someone pull me and lead me to my car. I looked at the person, it was Alex.
“Hey mister, look. It’s Dora the Explorer buying whiskey!” I pointed to my left. I heard him chuckle.
He drove us to his house and set me down on his bed. He gave me a shirt that was a little bigger than me and a pair of basketball shorts. I successfully changed into them without passing out. When he was putting me on his bed, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. He pulled away and told me I was drunk.
“I love you Alex” I said.
“No you’re drunk, I’ll see you tomorrow” He was walking away.
“Wait! Where are you going?” I asked, half-sober.
“To the guest room”
“No. Stay with me” I whined.
“Are you sure? I mean you’re drunk and all-”
“Yes, come!” I motioned him to come.
He turned off the lights and I could hear clothes being thrown to the floor.
I felt someone beside me, Alex then wrapped his arms around me.
“Good night Cassie” He said. But I heard him mumble an ‘I love you’. What he didn’t know is I heard him.
”Good night Alex” I responded and also mumbled an ‘I love you’
totally random person.music-lover.avid reader.tends to annoy the hell out of people.occasionally likes the quiet side of everything.loves to sleep.i make things go from boring to random.one more word to describe me is: AWESOME.
In my mind: Life's Cruelty.
