His name's Bryan. He's the family's outcast(well that's what he wants to be). I hate him so much, this post isn't enough to tell you how much I hate him. For the past fourteen years of my life he's done nothing but boss me around and annoy me. Yes, he sometimes buy me food. But hey, those times are little compared to the times he treated me like a maid. This reminds me of one time I did something good and he makes it the worst thing I ever did.
This is how it goes:
On a normal Saturday afternoon, he ordered pizza for the three of us; me, my brother Jorn, and him. He ordered me to get plates, glasses, and utensils; being the pushover I am, followed his orders.
After we finished eating, I decided to clean up the mess we made. I was wiping the floor where we ate and accidentally hit the glass with my arm and it shattered to a thousand pieces, being the jerk he is, he screamed at me saying 'What the hell are you doing?! Go fix that up!' (Note: He was lying on the bed, eating the rest of the pizza) I got pissed at him and said 'Well atleast, I'm cleaning unlike you who's like a pig who does nothing but eat and sleep!'
He then tried guilt tripping me and said 'How dare you! After I fed you pizza this is what you're saying!' I got really annoyed and threw the shards of glass and walked away, crying my eyes out.
And from that day on, I refused to clean anything for him. Infact, I refused to clean anything. I really hate that guy, if he wasn't my brother I would've killed him. He's so annoying, he compares me to his girlfriend for fuck's sake! Can't he understand I'm not her! Grr. Also he is so lazy, the water is right next to his and he asks me to get it for him! Unbelievable. The day I reached my teens, my hatred burned for him more than I could imagine.
I used to take his side in everything, but when I came to my senses, I didn't side with him, I sided with Jorn. Bryan could be -wait scratch that- is a pain in the ass. He always bosses me around like I'm some kind of maid. Well earth to fat man, we have a maid! I really hope that someday he and his fatass would be kicked out of this lovely home of ours. No one wants to deal with him and his 'world'.
One more thing I hate about him is that he thinks he's better that any of us or all of us combined. News flash: you're so not. Look at you, you're a pathetic excuse for a brother. You have to be taken care of, I'm the youngest, I should be the one being taken care of not you. You're suppose to be the one leading us but no, you're not the one doing that. Jorn does that.
As you can see, Jorn is like my idol. He orders me around too but not as much as Bryan does, Jorn knows when I want to do it or not. You know what. Bryan is such a copycat.
Here's an example:
- Jorn buys vans or converse the next day he buys one too.
- Jorn goes Scene/Emo style, a few weeks later hiphop Bryan goest to Emo Bryan.
- Jorn gets a computer a few months later, he wants one too.
- Jorn goes on a diet, Bryan does too.
- Jorn plays L4D, Bryan sees it and does it too.
See he's such a copycat. Jorn should idolize Bryan not the other way around. He thinks he could handle a huge responsibility but he can't. He should stop trying to be somebody he's not. He wants to commit suicide, I wouldn't stop him. It's what he wants, why should I stop him?
I feel like such a bad person, but it's quite unfair on my side. I've never asked him for a favor like 'get me water' or 'get me my shoes' and he does that. I decided that from this day on, I will no longer be another one of his slave. I will not become a pushover. I will stand up for myself once and for all.
No more miss nice me. Oh no. Get ready Bryan, you're about to face one hell of a fight.
Get up on your own feet, I'm not going to be there for you every second of every minute of every hour of every day. It's about time you did stuff by yourself.
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