Scavenger Hunt For Love.

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Scavenger Hunt for Love

I plopped on the couch on a Friday night, nothing but me, my dog, and some mind-numbing television. Normally, I would be out with my best friends Alex, Emily, and Justine but they had other things to do. I settled on watching ‘The Office’, I had a remote on one hand and popcorn on the other. I guess this is another satisfying way of spending my Friday night.

“You tired, Maxi?” I patted my dog’s head once the commercials were on; he rested his head on my lap and stared at the television. I guess he was bored as I am.

“Don’t worry boy, it’s going to be fun. Just you and me.” I said, optimistically. He looked up and licked my cheeks.

Everyone left the house around four without telling me where they’ll be or what time they’ll come back. I watched television for a good two hours or so, it was getting dark out. I hope they come back soon; I’m going nuts in here. It was already six in the evening; it was time to feed Max.

“Come on, Maxi. Time for dinner.” I called, soon I heard the pitter patter of little feet.

I prepared his dinner and as I was about to heat mine, my phone buzzed. I took it from the counter and saw that I have a message from Alex.

ALEX <3

Received: 10/13/09 6:23pm

Message:

Hey there sweet cheeks! I just got out of that boring dinner with my parents. Meet me outside. Time for fun!

I got out of my pajamas and changed into a pair of black acid washed jeans, a purple Glamour Kills tee, and my tattered plain black high tops. I grabbed my key and walked out the door; I was expecting to see Alex’s smiling face but saw Sarah, his twenty-two year old sister, holding a rose and a card.

“Hey Avie, long time no see.” She smiled.

“Yeah. How’ve you been? Where’s Alex?” I asked in a worry-filled tone, what if Alex got hurt or something?

“I’ve been great. Alex? Well he wanted me to give you these.” She handed me the rose and the card.

It said:

Hey there, you’ve been given the first card I see. Now it’s time for you to play a little game called ‘Scavenger Hunt’. The next one’s located on the beach where we always used to go when we couldn’t hang out at home.

I bid Sarah goodbye and got on my car. The beach was only ten minutes away, it was that beach where we spent our sleepless nights together. We used to swim there a lot when we were kids.

Once I reached the beach, I went to the spot where we always hung out. It was under a tree. I saw another rose and a card next to it.

Hurray! You’re getting good at this, Avie. I remember us going here every night over the summer. It was fun, wasn’t it? Anyways, you think you can find the next one? You don’t go here very often so I doubt you’ll find it in an instant. You said that you hated this place so much, it’s where we took a Polaroid and I wrote that I’d be yours forever and I’m still yours.

As much as I love Alex’s surprises, I was starting to get frustrated. Baltimore is a big city; I have a lot of places I don’t normally go. I remember taking a Polaroid with him when we were thirteen, I forgot where.

The place I hated so much? It could be the forest behind our house or the secluded spot on the park. I was sure it was the park, why would he go to that forest that I dubbed ‘evil’?

I got on my car and drove to the local park. Alex has his ways of cheering me up. He’s one of those people you can count on and with the smile of his lips, you are hypnotized. I admit, ever since I was in middle school I had a crush on him. He was the best.

Once I reached the park, I went to the secluded place behind the playground. I’ve always hated this place; I could see almost everything around me. It was pretty but the memories I had here wasn’t.

I sat on the hammock where Alex and I took our first picture when he got his Polaroid. That boy had fallen in love with photography. I saw the rose and a card near the hammock.

Okay, I have a feeling that you’re really mad at me right now but come on you have so many memories here! Remember when we used to play tag here? I miss those days. Fine, the next one will be the last. It’s located where we used to watch the bright light shine over west little rock. I’ll be there waiting.

Finally, somewhere I want to be. I smiled and went back to my car; it was already seven-thirty. That place held my dearest memory; I ran away from home and went to Alex’s house. He took me here and told me that no matter what he’ll be there for me.

It was a hill that overlooked the city; once I got to the top I saw a little box with a rose on top of it. I opened the box and saw another card. Alex, I thought the last one would be the last!

Okay, I lied. You got to admit this is fun! I can imagine you with that ‘no it’s not, I’m tired’ face on. Wipe it off, missy. I’ll give you the last one; I promise I’ll be there this time. Meet me on Thames Street; I’ll take you out though I’m hardly worth your time.

I got up and ran to my car; on Thames Street was a coffee shop where we heard All Time Low’s ‘Six Feet Under The Stars’. I dubbed it my favorite song that night. I drove and twenty minutes later, I was there and Alex wasn’t.

I saw a rose along with a card on a post; I took it and read it out loud.

I think she's pretty but pretty is just part of the things she does that amaze me. She calls me sweetheart, I love it when she wakes me when it's still dark and she watches the sun but she's the only one I have my eyes on. Tell me that you love me and it’ll be alright.

I felt a tear escape my eye once I finished reading it. It was my favorite The Maine song. I love the fact that everything it said is everything I do. I can’t believe he remembered the song. I sat on a curb and flashes of Alex’s smile filled my mind.

I felt arms pull me up; I looked up and saw Alex. His sweet smile, his gorgeous smile, he was everything I ask for and so much more. I hugged him; I felt him wrap his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. Once he let go, he handed me another card.

I love you, Avery. Will you be my girlfriend?

“Yes. I love you too.” I hugged him.

It was the perfect way to end a Friday night, with my best friend, my number one, and my boyfriend. I wouldn’t have it any other way.

--End.

©Gabrielle.

Dark World.

Good evening.

There is a tale of one girl. She would be the person that everyone of her friends come to for help with problems or asks her for advice. Everyday, she'd listen to their heart aches and sadness bottled up inside pouring out.

Normally, she'd tell them that everything would be okay; there's a bright side to everything. She'd make them laugh and feel better. She was a friend that would ignore what they were doing just to help a friend out.

Every night before she goes to sleep, she'd think of how her friends cope with all those problems their dealing with and what would she do if she was in the same place her friend was in.

What her friends didn't know is, she also had problems. She won't do what she advised her friend who is in the same situation as her. She'd tell herself that maybe one day everything would be alright, she would finally be happy.

At night, she couldn't fall asleep. Instead, she cried herself to sleep. She cried for her problems, her friends' problems, and everything that's wrong with everything. It was the only way for her to release everything. The hate, the anger, the pity, the stupidity, the selfishness. Everything.

Her heart aches when she sees her friends sad, pained, and even troubled. She'd do almost anything to help. Once her friend thought about killing himself, her heart was saddened for she never thought someone like him would feel something like that. She realized that she was the same as him, she felt sad yet kept a smile on her face just to please everyone.

She told him not to do it, think of the bright side but everything he said was true. She chose not to believe it until one by one, most of her friends felt sad, depressed, pained, hearts aching for people they couldn't have. She had have enough.

She let the darkness that was trying to take her on their side engulf her. She finally accepted reality. Everything she believed in - love, happiness, peace - was a lie, she accepted it. The world is cruel, evil in fact.

She finally let the truth into her thick skull. There is no happiness. Nothing, just emptiness. You live, you get hurt, you die.

--End Story.

That's it. I've had enough of telling people 'it'd be alright.' or 'There's always a bright side' or 'Once you've reached rock bottom, the only way to go is up'.

Truth be told, I feel like crying. I hate how the world is. Must it be full of pain and suffering? I just wish things were better.

I guess it's time to live the way I did; back to reality.

All this time, I've been up on a cloud, dreaming. Dreaming of a world filled with peace, love, and happiness. I've awakened from that dream and saw the real world filled with hate, anger, and cruelty. It's about time I faced the facts that my dream would never become a reality.

I'd just live life the way it should be, no more happy me. I could be happy but I guess now's just not the right time.

I don't know what'll happen to me anymore. I feel as though, everything's not right. I'm sure that some people have it worse than me but I still can't help but feel sad.

I just wish that everything would be okay.

-End.

Two Kids, One Love.13.

End. Blog's being an ass and won't publish correctly. Die. FUCK YOU BLOGGER, GO TO HEEEELL!!

♥Chapter 13♥

You Had Me Hanging On Your Last Word

‘This is the end
Of you and me,
Everything I used to be
Back then it meant something
But you're living a lie, you just can't hide from me’

The next day, I thought of what Alex said and that kiss we shared. I couldn’t help but smile once I recalled those events. We were all in The Maine’s bus; we’re on our way to our last stop which is California. Once we stopped, I went back to Chris’ office to give him the other pictures I took.

“Cassie, oh my God. It is you, and you’re still fabulous as ever!” Chris squealed.

“Hey Chris, here’s the rest of the pictures I took.” I said, handing them. He threw them and hugged me.

“Enough of that work, Cassie. I want to know how your summer went.”

“Oh, it went alright.” I mumbled.

“What?” He urged me to sit down.

“Nothing.”

“So have you patched things up with Alex?” I felt myself blush at the mention of his name; Chris must’ve noticed it because he wanted more details.

I ended up telling him everything, from having sex with Alex to kissing him. I felt like I could trust Chris with everything, he’s like a brother to me. Not only that, but he promised Axel that he’ll take care of me for him. I feel like Chris has a crush on my brother.

“You love him.” He blurted, I bulged my eyes.

“What?”

“You do, Cass. All you’ve got to do is make a choice.”

“That’s the hard part, Chris.” I looked down.

“No it isn’t. Just look at this way, who would you rather pick; a guy you’ve loved for years just confessed his true feelings towards you or a guy that just came into your life and wooed you with his charm and no matter what he does he can’t compare to the guy you fell head over heels for?” He said all in one breathe.

When you look at it this way, he’s right. Why would I settle for a guy that isn’t as great as the guy I’ve loved?

“It’s easier said than done. I don’t want them to be hurt.”

“It’s life, dear. No matter what happens, someone is bound to get hurt.”

I took in everything he said and walked out the door. I decided to have some coffee to help me think. I spotted a starbucks near the venue and headed over it.

“Good afternoon miss, is there something I can help you with?” The cashier asked.

“I’ll have a mint mocha chip frappucino.”

“Make that two.” I turned my head and saw Alex with a smile on his face.

“Okay, and who will be taking this?”

“Alex.” He answered the cashier’s question.

“That’ll be two dollars and thirty-three cents.” I was about to hand the cashier a five but Alex beat me to it.

I found a booth by the window and took a seat, Alex followed suit.

“Something wrong?” He asked.

“Yes, I told you I’ll pay for it the next time we meet!” I grinned, remembering our promise.

“Maybe next time.” He shrugged.

“Fine.”

I looked outside and saw Alex, Jack, Derek, and Aiden playing with a Frisbee. Aiden threw it and it hit Jack’s face, I stifled a giggle.

“What’s up?” Alex asked.

“Look at them.” I pointed at the four boys, who waved their hands once they saw me.

“They’re such dorks.” Alex commented, I nodded.

Our beverages were served, I took a sip of the hot drink. I loved how it burned my throat and made me feel like I was at home. Alex rambled about stuff like tour and all the stupidity Aiden did at home, I laughed at the funny parts and looked into his eyes as he was talking. His blue eyes seemed bluer once the sun hit his face, it was absolutely breathtaking.

“Are you ready to leave?” He asked once we finished our drinks, I nodded.

“I’ll see you later, Alex.” I waved.

“Wait, where?”

“Over there.” I pointed at a walkway towards a beach.

“Okay, what time?” He asked.

“Around seven. It’s six now.” He nodded his head and walked the other direction, probably to do sound check.

I spotted Garrett by the merch table and headed over to him. I’ve made up my mind and it’s time I told him.

“Cassie, hey.” He smiled.

“Garrett, can we talk?” I asked earning a bunch of ‘ooh’s’ and ‘you’re dead, Nickelsen’ from the guys.

“Yeah sure.” He nodded his head and led me towards a quiet place.

“Gar, you’ve been the greatest but I haven’t.” I said.

“What do you mean?”

“Remember Alex?” He nodded his head, I told him about my situation.

“Last night I kissed him and I don’t know.” I looked down.

“You still love him? I nodded my head, I heard him sigh.

“Cassie, it’s obvious that he loves you too. I don’t want to be the one who’ll stop you two from being happy. I can see that your true happiness is with him. As much as this hurts for me, I’ll move on. I understand.” I looked at him, I saw the pain in his eyes. This is really hard for him to say.

“Gar, if you want we could still be friends.” What a lame comeback, Cassie.

“I’d like that. Please don’t turn into the people who say that they could be friends and wouldn’t talk to their ex.” He pleaded.

“I won’t. Thanks a lot, Gar. This really means a lot to me.” I hugged him.

“I know, Cass. I love you.” He whispered into my ear.

“I love you too.”

“Good, now go get him!” He pushed me and forced a smile.

I look up to Garrett once he did that. Even if it hurt him, he’s willing to do that to make me happy. It was something you don’t see in people these days. I checked the time and saw that it was six fifty-three. I ran towards the meeting place Alex and I agreed to. I sat down and enjoyed the silence.

“Hey.” I heard a voice, instinctively I turned around and saw Alex. I stood up and faced him, taking a deep breath.

“Alex, I’ve made my decision.”

“And that is?” He urged for me to continue, I could sense the suspense was killing him.

I walked closer and hugged him.

“I pick you.” I smiled. He let go of me and gave me that smile I love.

“Really?”

“Alex, I’ve waited for you since forever and expect me not to pick you? I’d be stupid if I did that.” I laughed.

“Yeah. It’d be pretty stupid if you did.” He chuckled.

“Hey!”

“It’s okay, that’s why I love you.”

“Why do you love me anyway?” I asked.

“Because you’re you.” He murmured into my ear.

I gazed into his eyes and closed the gap between us.

“I love you.” I said once we pulled away.

“I love you too, forever and ever.” He grinned.

We walked hand in hand towards the venue, I can’t contain the grin on my face. I finally had what I’ve always wanted. They were right, Warped Tour can really fuck you up but sometimes it can lead you to something that you’ve wanted. Alex is everything I ask for and so much more. I wouldn’t have it any other way.

--End.

© Gabrielle.

Two Kids, One Love.12.

This is the last chapter, or will it? Is the suspense killing you? Well it should. Forgive me if it sucks.

♥Chapter 12♥

This is endless

‘Someone help me
'Cause the memory
Convinced itself to tear me apart
And it's gonna succeed before long’

This day hasn’t been reproductive at all. I was bored and the guys were busy doing all the stuff they do before their set and I’ve already finished my work. I thought that Alex and I haven’t had a decent time together, I made it my goal to find him and spend time with him. I spotted him near his merch table.

“Hey Alex.” I asked once I was in front of him.

“What?” He asked, handing me a bottle of water which I took gratefully.

“I thought we could spend the day together.” I suggested, I already confirmed it with Derek that they have no performance today.

“I can’t, we have a performance today.” He lied.

“No you don’t! Derek said you don’t perform today now come on!” I pulled his hand.

“Okay fine but let’s go outside. I don’t want to be bombarded by fans.” He grumbled, we began walking.

“You get every girl you want now that you’re famous.” I laughed.

“Not every girl.” He mumbled.

“What was that?” I turned so I was now facing him.

“Nothing. Let’s go.” He said, pulling my hand and leading me towards a little diner.

We sat down and ordered food, not that it was needed or anything.

“So how are you?” I asked, trying to make conversation.

“I can’t complain.” He smiled.

“Tell me a story, Alex.” I pleaded.

“What?”

“Tell me a story, you used to tell me stories.” I grinned.

“Okay, there was one time when - ” He was cut off by my phone ringing.

“Sorry, let me take this.” I said.

“Hey Gar, something wrong?” I asked, I saw Alex’s face change into something unreadable.

“Nothing, I just miss you.” Garrett said.

“That’s sweet, babe but I have to go.” I said.

“Why? Who are you with anyway?” He asked.

“Alex. I’ll call you back, okay?”

“Fine. Love you.”

“You too.” I hung up the phone.

“Sorry about that.”

“It’s okay, so is it true?” He asked as our food came. I stared at the burger, imagining how I’ll devour it.

“Is what true?” I said, chewing my delicious burger.

“Are you and Garrett together?” He asked, jealousy seeping through.

“Yeah. Why, something wrong?” I asked.

“I don’t trust him.” He blurted.

“What?”

“I mean, I don’t think he’s right for you.” He rephrased.

“You know, as a friend, you should be encouraging us not bringing us down.” I grumbled.

“Okay fine, I’m sorry. Let’s just finish eating and go to the tree.” He sighed.

We ate the rest of our food in silence. Nothing but the utensils moving and the radio from the diner. Once we were through, Alex left a twenty on the table and led me to that tree on a hill where it overlooked everything.

“It’s beautiful.” I commented once we reached the hill, the sun was just about to set.

“Yeah, she is.” Alex said but I could see that he wasn’t looking at the view.

I turned towards him and hugged him, tears leaking out of my eyes. He must’ve felt something wet on his shoulder because he made me face him, his face filled with concern. I couldn’t help but look into his hypnotizing electric blue eyes.

“What’s wrong?” He asked, making me break my gaze on his eyes.

“Warped Tour is so fucked up.” I laughed.

“Why?”

“Because, I was supposed to be here for work only and here I am, falling in love.”

“Yeah, with Garrett.” He said, sadly.

“Alex, I –” He cut me off with his fingers.

“It’s okay, I get it. You love him, not me. Just let me tell you this, Cassie. For two years, there was no one in my heart but you. I was on the verge of giving up, thinking that our paths would never intersect like you said but Derek told me that you keep your promises. That gave me hope, Cassie. You were everything I ever wanted and you still are, I know I should’ve said this before but I love you, Cassie. I love you and only you. You’re my life, you’re my number one, and you’re my everything. I guess that it’s time I move on and accept the fact that you’ll never love me.”

“Are you done?” I asked once he stopped, he nodded his head.

“Great, because I wanted to say I love you too.” I grinned at his confused face.

“What? When?”

“Ever since high school.”

“What about Garrett?” He asked, his senses knocking in.

“What about him?”

“You can’t love two people, Cassie. Either way, one of us will end up hurt.” He sighed.

“I know.” I looked down.

“You have to choose.”

With that, he lifted my chin up and leaned in. I felt his lips graze mine, then he closed the gap between us. It was everything I imagined and more, he sent my heart into a frenzy. I could feel my knees weakening and my palms sweating. I loved how his lips fit mine so perfectly. It was like it was meant for it to be there. I felt everything surrounding us fade away, as cliché as it may sound it’s the truth. It was Alex and me.

They say that when you kiss the one you’re supposed to be with, electricity would shock through your body but to me it was more than that. There was something I’ve been waiting for, his kiss was like a drug. Once you’ve had one, you can’t help but ask for more.

Once we parted, he pecked my lips one last time and walked away. It was my turn to watch him walk away. I felt my heart ache for him, it was screaming at him to come back. If only he could hear my heart.

©Gabrielle

Two Kids, One Love.11.

Chapter 11. Have fun.

♥Chapter 11♥

Tell Me Why I See You and I Just Can’t Breathe

‘Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.’

I woke up to a couch that I was sure belonged to All Time Low; I also saw that I was not wearing the clothes I wore last night but it was a white tank top and black acid wash jeans, I was also wearing a hoodie which I think belonged to Alex because it smelled like him. I heard the door open and close, the smell of burgers instantly filled my nose.

“She’s awake.” Jack announced.

“Yeah, how did I get here anyways?” I asked, taking his burger.

“Zack carried you.” Alex grinned, I have a feeling I won’t like this.

“And my clothes?” I asked.

“Alex did.” I looked at Alex and found out why he was grinning.

“Why did you let him change me?” I shrieked.

“Come on, Cassie. I’ve seen thousands of those. Yours won’t change anything.” He gave me an assuring smile. I felt myself relax, I knew Alex very well and know when he’s kidding or not.

“Where are we?” I asked.

“Baltimore, baby!” Jack cheered.

“Ignore him; he has caffeine in his system.” Alex shrugged.

“What do we do now?” I asked.

“Man, you’re full of questions aren’t you?” Alex grinned and said we were going to his house and party.

“Okay, just let me get my shoes.” As I was about to walk away, Rian grabbed my arm.

“Already got them, Cassandra.” I grabbed my shoes and patted his arm.

“You really should stop calling me Cassandra, Rian.”

“Why? It’s more formal and no one calls you that.” He whined.

“Yeah, no one but my mom.” I grinned and fixed myself once I finished tying my shoes.

“Okay, ew. I will not call you that ever again.” He shuddered.

“Alex, Jack, shall we go?” I asked, they nodded their heads.

Alex already had his Audi waiting for him once we got out of the venue. It reminded me of my old one, how I missed that car. He drove us to a familiar street and soon enough, we were at his house.

“Lucky you, your house is near the venue.”

“I know right? Now no one would get lost.” He grinned.

“So what do we do?” I asked as I plopped down on Alex’s couch.

I heard a dog barking and I instantly shot up and hugged Jack, I saw Sebastian; Alex’s dog.

“What’s wrong, Cass? You’ve never been scared of dogs before.” Jack rubbed my back.

“Yeah, it’s just that Bass took me by surprise.” I said, Alex picked him up and shoved him in my face.

“Gaskarth, get your dog out of my face.” I said.

“But look at his eyes! They’re so cute!” He gushed, I looked at Bass’s big eyes and couldn’t help but let a little squeal out.

“Aw Bass. Come here you cute little thing you!” Alex set Bass down and he ran to me, I scooped him up and hugged him.

It had been a few hours since we arrived at Alex’s. Jack and Alex were bored while I was having fun playing with Bass, his energy reminded me of Max my now not so little husky.

“Did you see that Alex?” I squealed.

“What?” He asked in a bored tone.

“Bass licked my cheek! He’s so cute!”

“We heard you the last time.” Jack complained.

I walked over to their spot and asked what’s wrong.

“This was supposed to be our day not Cass and Bass day.” Jack grumbled and Alex grunted in agreement.

“I’m sorry. I guess he just reminded me of my pet Max.” I hugged them.

“It’s okay, now let’s have some fun!” Jack went to Alex’s room and got Rock Band, when he came back he noticed that there was only three of us; he went back and got Guitar Hero instead.

“Ready to lose, Barakat?” I challenged.

“Hello, guitarist!” He pointed to himself as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

“Hello, awesome!” I mimicked his actions and began playing.

He was taking the lead but I plotted something evil in my head.

“How about we make this more interesting.” I suggested while playing.

“How?” He asked.

“Whoever loses has to run around the venue naked.” I grinned.

“You’re on. Get ready to lose, doll-face.” He laughed evilly.

“Jack! Look, boobies!” I screamed, he began looking everywhere making him lose a few points making me win.

“I win.” I jumped around and swayed my hips, this is what I call my victory dance.

“Not fair, you used my weakness.” He grumbled, Alex was laughing his butt off.

“I won fair and square now let’s go and see you run naked.” I laughed, pulling Alex’s arm, he didn’t comply at first but gave in.

When we arrived at the venue, I saw the whole place was packed and The Maine were playing their set, this is going to be fun.

“Jack! I dare you to run towards the stage and distract The Maine.” I dared.

“Come on, I’m going to run around naked and do that?” He complained.

“Please, I’ll give you fifty bucks if you do.” I bargained.

“Fine but those fifty bucks better be worth it.” Oh it will Jack.

He went behind their bus and once he came out he was wearing a thong and running around. He ran across the venue covering his man part. I saw Matt Flyzik, All Time Low’s manager, watching Jack with a very confused face. I walked over to him and told him to video it, he agreed. I’m beginning to like this guy.

Jack reached the stage and let go of his man part, he was wearing a thong. He flicked everyone off and yelled ‘Hell yeah, motherfuckers!’. All Time Low was laughing their asses off. John looked at Jack confused and introduced him. Jack hugged Kennedy and I swear I saw Kennedy shudder. He also sat on Pat and stole Jared’s guitar. I’m thinking Pat’s going to take a shower and Jared will burn that guitar. Lastly, he jumped on Garrett and played with his Bass.

The crowd was going crazy, I can’t believe Jack would actually do that. That boy has guts.

“You know if you weren’t his best friend, he’d kill you.” Alex said.

“Come on, it’s just a harmless joke.” I shrugged.

“Yeah, but still it’s embarrassing.” Zack laughed.

“Should I apologize?” I asked, feeling guilty.

“I think you should.” Rian said.

Once Jack got off stage, I tackled him with a hug.

“What’s wrong?” He asked, worried.

“I’m sorry I made you do that.” I said.

“It’s okay, I’ve always wanted to do that.” He grinned.

“Really?” I looked up.

“Yeah! Good thing this week’s prank week or else I’d be in big trouble. Don’t worry your pretty little face about it.” He reassured me.

“Let’s get you clothed, Barakat.” I said, dragging him to their bus.

We reached ATL’s bus and as Jack changed, Alex was sending out messages that there was a party at his house. I was going to go with them. We went back to his house to prepare, I took a nice long shower and as I got out I could hear the music blasting from downstairs. I got out of the room in my Glamour Kills tee, black skinnies, and red high tops. I saw that there were already lots of people there.

I grabbed a red cup and went over The Maine’s area. I sat down on Garrett’s lap and listened to them talk. Soon enough, I felt someone staring at me. I turned and saw Alex staring at me, intently. There was something in his eyes that I couldn’t decipher. Jealousy perhaps? I walked over to him and hugged him.

“Hey there.”

“Hey.” He replied.

“Something wrong?” I asked, he shook his head ‘no’.

“Let’s dance.” He suggested, I downed my drink and grabbed his hand and another cup.

“You know, we should hang out more.” He said once we finished dancing, I nodded my head.

“That’d be great.”

“I’ll see you tomorrow, then?” He smiled his perfect smile. That smile that made my heart explode.

“Yeah.”

With that, he walked away. I sighed and looked for Garrett. Once I found him, I sat next to him.

“Want to go to sleep?” He asked once he saw me yawn.

“No, I want to stay.” I argued.

“Okay, but if you fall asleep I’m carrying you back.” He said, I nodded.

I guess Jack was right, the chemistry was still there. It took me now to notice, but now I had to make a choice. Garrett or Alex?

Alex still had the same effect on me like he did two years ago. He’s still the same Alex I’ve known and loved, and I still do.

Garrett had almost the same effect Alex gives me but somehow it’s different.

I guess I’ll make that choice and hope I picked the right one.

©Gabrielle